Well I made it. Today is my first day back on the job, I wish I could say that it's not so bad but the truth is I'm just sick, I feel like I'm neglecting Brinley. This morning I fed her at 6am and she wanted to go back to sleep because she likes to sleep until 9am, so I let her sleep until I had to get her up and put her in her car seat. I didn't even take her out of her jammies because I thought if I stirred her around to much I'd wake her up and then she wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. Maybe I'm the one who feels neglected, I'm just so sad that I didn't get to dress her this morning or play with her and get those big ole' morning smiles. My sweet baby!! I don't know how mom's do it, everyone says it'll get easier I sure hope their right. I haven't got anything accomplished this morning, my heart just isn't in it. I'm so distracted I just sit and think about what she is normally doing this time of day and what I'm missing out on. I can't type much more, I'm just sick maybe I should've just came back and worked half days this first week this is just too much...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
No Bake Oatmeal Cookies
I've been in the mood to bake all weekend, today I made No Bake Oatmeal Cookies.
This afternoon we are headed up on the mountain to visit with my BIL & SIL, Brian is at Atwoods right now buying a feeder for his bucks. Brian has never fed his deer before but my nephew has been taking grain down by where him and Brian generally hunt so Brian thought he'd go buy a feeder so we are going to take it up there and suprise him..
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
Blogger trouble
Is it just me or does anyone else have problems getting their blogs to look the way they want them to? I've spent a considerable amount of time tonight trying to figure everything out, and they don't make it simple.. I like to be able to click and drag things where I want them, and if I want to add a picture to my header I should just be able to select one and not have to worry about figuring out a program that allows me to "layer" objects. UGH!! I'm giving up tonight but I'm determined to figure everything out.
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Friday, September 4, 2009
Razorback Football
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Saturday, June 27, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Brinley's Homecoming
Today was a big day!! Brinley finally got to come home with us, it still seems a little surreal but I'm sure about 2am tomorrow morning things will become a little more real. HA! So far things are going great, we kept it really low key and only had her grandparents over tonight we have alot of people who want to meet her but we're just going to have to do it a little at a time. Here are a few pictures I took today, isn't her outfit adorable?
I Just love this picture of the 3 of us
My Papa made this sign, only my Papa would do something this sweet.. I just LOVED it!!
Brinley in her own bassinet for the very first time
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Lots of Progress
The last week has been absolutely wonderful! Brinley is doing so good and we are hoping to be able to take her home within the next week. Brinley had her feeding tube removed yesterday because she's a big girl now and is getting all of her milk from a bottle, she eats every 3 hours and gets 41cc of formula. As most of you know I've been pumping 6-8 times a day since she was born and I never got a ton of milk but I always managed to stay ahead of her because at times she wasn't fed due to her being sick well as of Monday she caught up with me and all the frozen milk we had is gone so instead of me continuing to pump and getting hardly any milk I decided it was time to stop so now she is a formula fed baby, the formula really stinks when she spits up and when she poops but I'm so loving not having to pump all the time..
Brinley now weighs 5 pounds 4 ounces, she's just the cutest and sweetest baby in the whole world. I can't wait to get her home but I'm also scared to death, she'll go home on oxygen and a monitor and some meds Home Health will come out weekly to weigh her and take care of her oxygen needs. I'm really glad she's going home on a monitor it will give me alot of piece of mind because whenever her oxygen level dips it'll sound an alarm.
This is just such an exciting time in our lives, we just love her to pieces!!
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